So, so, so much has happened since I posted last. I honestly don't even know where to begin! Ok from the beginning of the year of 2015....Well I lost 43 Lbs! But it wasn't exactly the best way it happened. I was super stressed out and extremely depressed. I was barely eating, and I started exercising to relieve some of my stress. When most people are depressed they tend to eat their feelings. But I eat when I'm happy and comfortable. So I was super stressed from personal things going on in my relationship with my fiancé. We had NOT been getting along, arguing almost daily, and I was really unhappy with the way my life was going. Nowhere fast. We split in April. We had been together for 13 years. Since I was 15! I was young and didn't know any better, and wanted to be with him. We had always argued, and had issues, but it was getting ridiculous. I finally had enough in April and decided I needed to split with him, for myself. And it was hard. Harder than anything I've ever done. He couldn't understand why or how I could do that to him, but it wasn't meant as a way to hurt him, but rather a way to help myself. It was a hard breakup. 13 years is a long time to be together. But we weren't married, and he never showed that he was serious about marrying me. It took him 9 years to propose with a $10. ring. I was always hurt by that, but enough about things that are painful.
I've moved on to something that's wonderful and makes my heart soar! My new boyfriend Rey is amazing! He cooks for me, he's helping me fix up the house I'm living in, he helps me see the best in myself. He believes in me in ways I didn't think other people could believe in me! He encourages me. And overall he's helped me overcome so many problems in my life, it's crazy! I'm so glad he came into my life, and now I actually can imagine a happy life, instead of a sad, depressed life. It's amazing what someone new coming into your life can do for you! I'm genuinely happy now. And since he cooks for me and feeds me so damn good I've gained most of that weight back. : / BUT like I said, lol, I eat when I'm happy and comfortable, and I'm definitely happy and comfy now. So onto other things, enough about the personal crap I've been going through! I hope to make some changes to Pink Moogle HQ in the coming year. I'm hoping for a fresh feel to the site, and hopefully pick back up on some reviews! Please wish me luck! Thank you for staying with me and reading my blog, or if you're just joining me, I hope you enjoy what's to come!
Thanks!
-Tammy
I've moved on to something that's wonderful and makes my heart soar! My new boyfriend Rey is amazing! He cooks for me, he's helping me fix up the house I'm living in, he helps me see the best in myself. He believes in me in ways I didn't think other people could believe in me! He encourages me. And overall he's helped me overcome so many problems in my life, it's crazy! I'm so glad he came into my life, and now I actually can imagine a happy life, instead of a sad, depressed life. It's amazing what someone new coming into your life can do for you! I'm genuinely happy now. And since he cooks for me and feeds me so damn good I've gained most of that weight back. : / BUT like I said, lol, I eat when I'm happy and comfortable, and I'm definitely happy and comfy now. So onto other things, enough about the personal crap I've been going through! I hope to make some changes to Pink Moogle HQ in the coming year. I'm hoping for a fresh feel to the site, and hopefully pick back up on some reviews! Please wish me luck! Thank you for staying with me and reading my blog, or if you're just joining me, I hope you enjoy what's to come!
Thanks!
-Tammy